Betrayal
A friend of mine; a friend indeed
So close to me; so dear, really!
I trusted them and shared all things
‘Coz their my bestfriends actually
I assumed they did trusted me
Thought that they treats me as a friend
Believed that they have faith in me
But everything’s gone now, for sure
Seven years of bond fell apart
Fortress between bestfriends, ruined
Stronghold of amity was lost
Citadel of attachment, gone
Dejected and irate, that’s me
Deceived and fooled, that’s what I feel
No one knows what I’m going through
No one fathom what I suffer
Am I being selfish or what?
Am I just being so stubborn?
Did I just misunderstood them?
Perhaps, it’s all just my error…
No, it’s utterly not my fault
I did not wished to be betrayed
Nor did I asked to be deceived
I’m sure, they’re the one to be blamed
Don’t they have any reverence?
Did they valued our long friendship?
Did they ever treated me as their friend?
Am I once important to them?
Can’t they realize how I feel?
Or they just keep on ignoring?
I’m suffering, for heaven’s sake!
Are they blind enough not to see?
Now I’m sad and I feel hopeless
For I’m alone now without them
I want to retrieve my lost friends
I want to bring them back to me
I wish I can turn back the time
When all these things are still simple
I wish to go back to the past
When we still have our strong friendship
All I want is trust from my friends
And that is what they stole from me
I am yearning to get it back
I hope they would give it to me
Betrayal is such a foul word
That can destroy resiliency
Friendship should always avoid this
For their bond to remain in place
Hehe... gawa coh yan!!! um, nainspired xe ako nung nabasa ko ung fanfic ng harry potter kng saan nagalit tlga c ron kay harry xe nging c harry at hermione tpos wlang alam c ron... aun he felt betrayed... kya eto! hehe... inspired... bwahaha...
may NAT kmi next week... asar... kmi nnman magtetest... tpos 30% daw ng 4th quarter grade nmin mnggagaling sa score nmin sa NAT... nkakatakot kya! pano pg mababa nkuha coh? asar... yaw coh ng ganto eh... xadong pressure... monday, tuesday, wednesday, wla kming ggwin kundi magreview ng NAT... haay... pressure daw nsa amin. oo totoo nman eh... kinakabahan tlga acoh... haayy... i know! i dont have to think that 30% of my 4th quarter grade will come from my NAT score... i just have to keep in mind that i have to get high scores for the sake of CMSHS... prng mas mhrap un ah! jowk...bsta...aausin ko nlng...
um.. till here?? hehe... cge till hir na!